Is it worth it?

Really, I look back on what I do here, and what I do online and wonder to myself is this really worth my time. Isn't there something else I could be doing with my time rather than spending it here. Does anybody really care what I write in my meaningless ramblings.... Why should I continue doing something if I don't get much of a retutn from what I do. Maybe I'm frustrated, maybe I have a reason... I'd spend more time being social, but I don't like the group of people I call friends at school outside of school, my friends from home aren't interested in anything I'm doing, and well the few people I call friends here don't seem to give a damn what I do anymore... Maybe I should just give the whole thing up...

I've been away from home exactly one year now, and I wonder in the past year, how much really has changed in my life. I've nearly completed a school which will be a stepping stone for my career, met a girl who is the most special person I've ever met. Yet I still feel down on myself, and wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing. I just wish I knew that more than my immediate family and one other person really cared about what I do...